27 February 2007

Work changed today. We completed on a huge transaction that has been the culmination of my work for the last year. So why does it feel like coitus interruptus?

It wasn’t the climax I was looking for which in fact was indeed the whole reason for taking the position in the first place. All the lost weekends, late nights and stress on the family, the grey hair and the sloughs of depression - all for nothing. Well not nothing, but it is very much second best. I need to have a long hard think about what I am doing here.